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August 07, 2005
Hiyah to aLL.. =)
MAY SASAKYAN NA AKO!!!
Hehe.. ü Light bLue na Honda Civic.. Yihee.. aware ako na may nabiLi na, kaso ang sabi kase sakin,
mitsubishi gaLant daw, nyahaha. Taz nung dumating kagabi, honda civic paLa, hehe.. ü THANK YOU SO
MUCH po sa mga maguLang ko.. Love you so much.. mwah=)
Enwei, I did receive a caLL from Kuya Bian
kaninang 4am and grabe, nang-inggit Lang taLaga siya.. Nagpunta raw siLa ng kLownz to watch wangboo, argh!!! inggit ako..
inggit ako.. inggit ako... taz ang kwento pa, he was trying to call me raw nung kinakanta na yung Haleluyah (did I get the
correct speLLing?! LoL..), kaso hindi ako macontact.. grabe, sobrang inggit taLaga ako.. =( nyahaha, sa mga hindi nakakaaLam,
sobrang fan kase ako ng bulagaan ng eat buLaga, as in, am trying taLaga na hindi mamiss yun, sobrang pag buLagaan na, stop
ko na mga ginagawa ko.. mga 30 minutes lang yun eh. Basta sobrang aLiw kase yun.. hehe.. nakakaLoka siLa gLadys at Jose,
hehehe… kaya ganun na Lang ang inggit ko nung kinwento ni Kuya Bian yun..üü inggit taLaga
ako!!! =( ingat po paLa pagpunta ng baguio.. punta kaya kayo rito????? Hehe.. ü
Hindi pa ako tuLog kaninang tumawag si Kuya Bian
kase I was waiting and expecting a caLL from someone, kaso hindi na rin taLaga tumawag kaya after namin nag-usap ni Kuya Bian,
natuLog na rin ako and guessed what?? I did wake up at around 6am (tindi ng tuLog ko noh?!, hehe).. grabe, I feeL so exhausted
na dahiL sa nangyayari sakin ngayon.. saLamat ng marami kay Dr. Love (you know yourseLf), as in, sobrang bait niya kase, sobrang
tuLong siya sakin especiaLLy now that I honestly don’t know if what’s the right thing to do.. I do thank you po
so much taLaga.. Papaubaya ko na muna siya sa inyo siya ha?? Kayo na po muna bahaLa sa kanya, taz inform me na Lang po if
anong baLita para maLaman ko rin po if ano ba taLaga dapat kong gawin.. help me po ha? As in, sobrang kayo na Lang po aLam
kong makatutuLong sakin.. you do understand what I feeL right?!.. and I do thank you for that.. wait, starbucks ko!!!!!!!!!!!
Hehe. =) panaLo ‘to, hehe.. Looking forward on that po, hehe.. üü
Wait, share Lang ito.. nabasa ko ito sa friendster,
hehe..
...INSTALLING LOVE...
Tech Support: Yes, ... how can I help you?
Customer:
Well, after much consideration, I've
decided to install Love. Can you guide me through
the process?
Tech Support:
Yes. I can help you. Are you ready
to proceed?
Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think
I'm ready.
What do I do first?
Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart.
Have you located your Heart?
Customer:
Yes, but there are several other
programs running now. Is it okay to install Love
while they are running?
Tech
Support: What programs are running?
Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-
Esteem, Grudge and Resentment
running right
now.
Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually
erase Past Hurt from your current operating
system. It may remain in your permanent memory
but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love
will eventually
override Low Self-Esteem with a
module of its own called High Self-Esteem.
However, you have to completely turn off
Grudge
and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love
from being properly installed. Can you turn those
off?
Customer:
I don't know how to turn them off. Can
you tell me how?
Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start
menu
and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many
times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment
have been completely erased.
Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing
itself. Is that normal?
Tech Support: Yes, but remember
that you have
only the base program. You need to begin
connecting to other Hearts in order to get the
upgrades.
Customer: Oops! I have an error message already.
It says, "Error - Program does not run on external
components
." What should I do?
Tech Support: Don't worry. It means that the Love
program is set up to run on Internal Hearts,
but
has not yet been run on your Heart. In non
technical terms, it simply means you have to Love
yourself before
you can Love others.
Customer: So, what should I do?
Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then
click
on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize
Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.
Customer: Okay, done.
Tech Support: Now, copy them to the "My Heart"
directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting
files
and begin patching faulty programming. Also,
you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all
directories and empty
your Recycle Bin to make
sure it is completely gone and never comes back.
Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling
up with
new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and
Peace and Contentment are copying themselves
all over My
Heart. Is this normal?
Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes
awhile, but eventually everything gets it
at the
proper time. So Love is installed and running. One
more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware.
Be sure
to give it and its various modules to
everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with
others and return some cool
modules back to you.
Customer: Thank you, God.
--> ang nice diba??.. so eto na muna ha?? hehe.. nga paLa, chickenfeet, ndi ko pa naLaLagay pics
mo. =) mwah..
August 05, 2005
Being twenty, they call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and
start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.
You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because
you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that
you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with
are some of the most important ones. What you do not realize is that they are realizing that too and are not really cold
or catty or mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought you could be doing or maybe you are looking
for one and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and are scared.
You miss the comforts of college, of groups, of socializing with the same people on a constant basis. But
then you realize that maybe they weren't so great after all. You are beginning to understand yourself and what you want
and do not want. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging a bit more
than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and add things to your list of what
is acceptable and what is not. You are insecure and then secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You
feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life but soon
realize that the past is drifting further and further away and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you or you lay in bed
and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough to get to know better. You love someone but maybe love someone else too
and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you are not a bad person.
You go through the same emotions and questions over and over and talk with your friends about the same
topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans and money and the future and making a life for yourself
and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
Great minds discuss ideas, average minds discuss events, small minds discuss people. The only graceful
way to accept an insult is to ignore it; if you can't ignore it, top it. If you can't top it, laugh at it. If you can't laugh
at it, it's probably deserved. =D
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